Daft punk is playing in my house...

one of these days I'm going to stop being nocturnal.  knowing who my friend thinks would be a good "match" for me in the singles ward has made things awkward...well I guess I'm the one who made it that way...  The other night talking to my friend's mom after watching the U game, everyone wants to know who she thinks in the ward should go out (utah culture) first they ask about me and she says she won't say with me there, then  they ask her about this one guy who is kind of cute but a little strange (I've known him from the last time I was in the ward before I left for korea)  (and who isn't a little strange these days I suppose...) so she says, "I haven't discussed this with Amanda yet" .... uhhhh... now fast forward to tonight, he sits by me and says hi and I respond, "hhuuhhhi" (I don't quite know how to depict it, but it was awkward)  then he asks what I've been up to and I respond, "I don't even know anymore"  In my head I was just thinking, "ohmygosh he KNOWS"  that I like him? no... that someone thinks I should like him/he should like me.  what the heck?!  hahaha.  I kill myself.  In reality though we are probably perfect for each other. (except he is wayyy older than me and he loves asians and sadly I am not asian, and also he drinks).  But my subconscious doesn't want to get married anyhow, I keep having nightmares about it.