And I lost my head but found the one that I love

How is it that my brain, heart, emotions, logic, beliefs, intuition, etc. all be telling me such conflicting things.  I feel like I want to crawl under a rock and never come out. Except I really don't.  I'm just being impatient. But oh how I am being refined, I am sure.  God wants me to be happy so I know I don't need to settle. Just need to wait. And oh the places I'll go in the meantime.