The moment I said it

In the past I have been plagued by nightmares and anxiety dreams; while they are scary and often cause me to wake up in panic, the contrast between them and my real life is at least somewhat comforting.  Just the thought that it wasn't real and that my real life is so much better than what I dreamed is a good feeling. 

but, lately, I have been having GOOD dreams, and quite frankly, I don't like it! every time I wake up now I'm thinking dang it, it wasn't real.   This is a good sign however, in my opinion, because I believe that your thoughts are what become your actions and eventually your destiny.  What a person thinks about becomes apparent and is the attracting force for good or bad.  There is one theory on dreams that they are just your brain trying to make sense out of all the things a person thinks about during the day, whether consciously or not.  Think about it (no pun intended), how many thoughts are streaming through your mind just in one second, and how many of them do you even realize you're thinking?

So I am going to do a little experiment from here on out and consciously try to control my thoughts and only focus on things that are good and positive; I want to attract people into my life who will be a positive influence and make me a better person and I hope that I can do the same for them. 

P.s. This show comes back on next month! I'm kind of obsessed if you can't tell...