Complaints

ok first,  I am so grateful for pretty much everything in my life right now.  I have this amazing job, I just got a raise AND full-time status.  It isn't stressful, I get to watch movies/tv shows on hulu between calls if I do well on my weekly tests (lately I have done extremely well) I now make enough money to move out and pay for everything and hopefully save a little on the side.  My new room is huge and I plan on going to IKEA on my next day off.  My car is fantastic and driving a stick makes me feel like a total bad ass..  My hair looks good.  My skin is clearer than ever.  I am almost to my pre-mission weight.  Besides the underlying family drama, everything is pretty darn comfortable right now.  But if I think too much, it's uggghhh.  I guess in a way it might stem from unintentionally comparing myself to others.  Or the whole "life isn't fair, blah" complaint.  But mostly it is the annoyance I feel when I realize how guys don't respect me (said like a hard new yorker: you wanna hear stories?? I got stories. I'm stuck in a pacino, a hoo ahh