I kinda know where I need to be now. Or maybe it's one of those, "the grass is greener situations" probably like it always is, since I am never really content in one place for too long. But yesterday was different. A refreshing break from the norm. People seemed to genuinely care; a stark contrast from tonight. Mostly ignoring chatter about finals, trends, dating, and marriage, through mouthfuls of too much pizza, I could hardly stomach it anymore. I wanted to escape. Like I usually end up wanting to do. Curse this wanderlust.
It's almost laughable the point to which I don't even care about dating anymore. I *always have a boyfriend, but my major lack of enthusiasm seems to have shot that horse in the face, which, almost disconcertingly, doesn't bother me at all.
Finals week is here. Need I say more. I am honestly more stressed about being able to sell my contract for the house which I have been living in. I have bigger things on my mind than school right now. The only texts I have received from anybody in the last couple of weeks usually contain the word, "no" and if I am lucky, "sorry" **WOOOOO....
*gratuitous self-boosting of the ego
**I generally do not endorse woo girls of any kind but I am willing to make an exception here. Yes, I realize I am being esoteric as I like to make connections in my mind that nobody else seems to get. So ha.
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